i never told u.. what u were to me
u never told me... what i meant to u
it was like living a separate life even though we were one

maybe. maybe. maybe
a thousand guesses
a million assumptions
i guess. this was the way we were meant to be

wishing for time to go back
does not work
wishing for another chance
thats foolish

dreaming is the best thing to do
dreaming... praying... wishing.
in my own fairytale world

where everyone is happy
where there is joy. love. peace. hope
the last thing that came out of pandora's box was
hope

hope.. for the present
hope.. for the future
hope.. for u
hope.. for me

what so nice about reality
its hard. cruel.
optimism?
ha.. to me, that is living in a fairytale

like what i do
in my own bubble

don't break it
don't burst it
leave it the way it is
the complete bubble
fortified against attacks

the only way to be safe.

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just needed to say something! trying to write an eng essay on heroes!
arghs. haha
hero.. yiyou told me to write about her =X ...
which of course i did not

friday was o level results
whew.. lucky my chinese was still okay...
imagine its only ONE subject and every1 was so freaked
what if itx next year?
9 subjects u noe..
won't every1 suffer from panic attacks
actually its so scary for the sec 4s
if your name is not called out...
the disapointment. the fear.

arghs. well.. jia you every1!

four eleven rocks!

when you say you love me. clay.


I've been watchin' you from afar
And the way you make your way around the bar
You laugh like your really entertained
And you smile like it's your favorite game

Now you're movin' closer to me
Then our eyes are connected emotionally
I'm not lookin' for a one night stand
Or a place for a broken heart to mend

I know everybody here wants to hold ya
I know what it's like cause I feel the same
When you look in my eyes
There's a part of me that's still afraid

And when you say you love me
Do you mean it?
Baby when you hold me
Do you feel it?

Should I believe the magic in your eyes
I would wait until the end of time,
To hear you say you love me
Like you mean it
Baby when you hold me
Make me feel it

All I wanna do is make you mine
I've been hurt way too many times

They say, if you wanna make God laugh
Then all you gotta to do is tell him your plans
I know that the timing's not right
Didn't know that I would meet you tonight

It's not that I don't really like the attention
I feel like the only man in the room
Are you really sincere?
Is this just somethin' that you do?

And when you say you love me
Do you mean it?
Baby when you hold me
Do you feel it?

Should I believe the magic in your eyes
I would wait until the end of time,
To hear you say you love me
Like you mean it
Baby when you hold me
Make me feel it

All I wanna do is make you mine
I've been hurt way too many times

Again and again and again
I've been hurt my friend til the end

You know I've been high, I've been low
I got no place left to go

Again and again and again
When will this search ever end?

And when you say you love me
Do you mean it?
Baby when you hold me
Do you feel it?

Should I believe the magic in your eyes
I would wait until the end of time,
To hear you say you love me
Like you mean it
Baby when you hold me
Make me feel it

All I wanna do is make you mine
I would wait until the end of time

Baby say you love me
Come on baby say you love me

To hear you say you love me... (fade)

i love clay aiken!

[ the sky is raining my heart is breaking]


hmmms its raining now, like the sky is crying for us.
today literature lesson was so fun (: we sat and mrs soh played love songs for us
to let us get into *orsino* mood... it was rather sad

maybe some of the songs are old, but they are classic love songs for a reason.
Like in twelfth night, the values like love... unrequited love... remains even in today's society.
songs.. they talk about things that will be forever. that will never change. Thinking about Peter Pan
when we will never grow old. wont it be nice like that? things never change... people never go away...

x why did lovers end up like strangers x

i mean yea i know life will never be like that
the only thing constant in live is change.. nothing can change that

I think its the rain thats making me sad
hmmms shall get over this mood!!

cya.




like a dream come true.. when it was me and you