5:56 AM
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
i think i am just rather weird. like i can't seem to be really really close to some people, like i would think they are potentially my good friends, and then time passes and i realise that it is just awkward. for some weird reason, it happens mostly to my guy friends. haha thats why sometimes i agree with you ziying, that my guy friends are just weird, sometimes.
i know that i really should get over all these feelings, especially since we may have to work together in the future. but i just get very scared of letting some people know too much about me, and i really would like to keep that part of my life secret.
and school is very busy next week
saturday (this saturday by the way) i have finance quiz.
monday i have finance presentation
wednesday i have ma quiz
thursday i have corp
friday i have marketing
i have no idea how am i going to find time to study.
it sounds escapist and everything, but i would very much want to pack my bags and go super far away, probably into some place where no1 speaks the language, and just look into the sky and really treasure what i have.
(:
11:14 PM
Friday, February 06, 2009
i dont know whats wrong with me recently, i keep getting irritated over very small things. i think it may be due to the fact that i am staying long hours in school and falling back on my schoolwork. looking back at my 2 years in university, i have always been going back after class (like zhixin now, lucky her) and hardly spending any time in school. recently however, i have been spending hours in school doing i dont know what. i really need to sit down and plan my time properly.
finance project is stressing the hell out of me. its like, a totally foreign project, added to the fact that i dont like it PLUS the fact that i have to TRY to get a- in it. sighs.
and finance homework is another level altogether. whoever said finance was easy should come and help me. haha i dont really get pv, fv etc. ohman i am totally sure i willnot do finance.
had a small catch up with xinyi chicken mummy during patrons day yesterday! it was definitely one of the brightest points in my day (: had loads of fun just talking crap and not really thinking, it was fun to find one of my closer friends in school. i hardly have the chance to talk to her now, which is really sad. i miss my friends.
which brings me to the point of fairy club. haha what a weird name wehave. zx and i werethinking that they are indeed the closest friends we have in university. (: thanks, fairies. although i think nobody will see this. HAHA.
